quotheraven's Diaryland Diary

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RoOm Of AnGeL

You lie silent there before me
your tears they mean nothing to me
the wind howling at the window
the love you never gave
I give to you

Really don't deserve it
but now there's nothing you can do
so sleep in your only memory of me
my dearest mother

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
goodbye
goodbye

So insignificant
sleeping dormant deep inside of me
are you hiding away lost
under the sewers
maybe flying high in the clouds
perhaps you're happy without me
so many seeds have been sown in the field
and who could sprout up so blessedly
if I had died
I would have never felt sad at all
you will not hear me say I'm sorry
where is the light
wonder if it's weeping somewhere

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye

Here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
it was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry oh well
here's a lullaby to close your eyes good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
good-bye
I feel kind of embarrassed to say this but I acutally played this Silent Hill 4 game and just was enraptured in it! It embarrasses me because I'm a mommy and I have no business playing video games, but it really does flex your mind to figure things out that aren't everday boring bullshit that you're used to. This song is in the game and it's REALLY haunting and very sad and I feel really somber when I hear it, but I can't get enough of it. I hear they're working on a 5th so I'll have to check that out when it comes. And if you want to hear something even more sad than the fact that I love video games again, hear this: I'm even saving to get the new PS3 that's due out in 2006. GOD I'm such a loser! I should be joining the PTA but instead my kids and I play games together! What am I teaching them anyway? I am a sore loser so I know I'll drop this game phase just as soon as I suck at a game and I can go back to being an ACTUAL mom like I used to be.

11:50 a.m. - 2005-05-17

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