quotheraven's Diaryland Diary
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the way i think on too much coke
Too Much Coke
(when i had the habit i wrote this one night i partied too hard and couldn't get to sleep, real thoughts of mine though)
By Lea
my mind is rambling chaotically
i dont recognize shit anymore
the woman i've become
the things that i do
the people i love to hate and those i hate to love
such twisted thoughts in my head
i physically ache to think about it all
such dreams i have night after night
hazy visions of heavenly bliss
starry nights and chrystal waters consume me with peace
then i must awaken to the reality of it all
the numbing time that controls us all like cattle in a herd
answering to everyone
oh higher power
save my dwindling soul
catch me from falling
hold me in your intoxicating embrace
funny
when i look into the mirror and wipe the powdery residue aside
i laugh at the sight
that vision before me
is it really me
i don't understand any of this
especially everything i just said
4:19 p.m. - 2002-03-29
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