quotheraven's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- -disturbing/a song Disturbing By Lea These twisted thoughts that spin in my head My every day is spent in bed I lock myself in to save you all I turn off the phone so you won't call It's all to save you from what might be The monster that dwells inside of me But he's getting angrier and surffacing And when he does...oh how disturbing! When I can no longer keep him at bay Is when he'll steal your dreams away No time for you to run from it Not a God to save you from this shit There's no real reason that he's here But I remember the pain, the rage, the fear These feelings that haunted me as a kid The cruel things that everyone did It's so disturbing! This putrid beast I turn into Will fuck you up like you never knew It's so disturbing! The blistering breath and built up rage Never weak again as in young age Don't bother reaching for your 12 gauge It's so bloody disturbing! A picked scab can never heal Instead it scars and it's sure to reveal A reminder of something that hurt you before My life's pain I could never ignore Those asshole fucks always laughed at me I cried all the time but they could not see I lived inside my own blackened heart It's now a beast and tearing me apart The sweat is pouring off my brow There's no way to stop this now Remember that you did this on your own You all should have just left me alone
It's getting harder to hold him back He's ready to kill, he's about to attack You will never hurt me again I'll get you first, my counterfeit friend It's so disturbing! This putrid beast I turn into Will fuck you up like you never knew It's so disturbing! The blistering breath and built up rage Never weak again as in young age Don't bother reaching for your 12 gauge It's so bloody disturbing! 3:57 p.m. - 2002-03-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||
|
||||||